Wednesday, June 20, 2012

why is it..............

"why is it i cant keep  promises?"
i was clueless when u asked me....
i don't know.. i don't do it on purpose
all i know is all those promises made...
were meant to be kept..
might be i got busy..
counting all those broken unfulfilled promises 
Or
might be i got busy...
searching what promises actually meant...
"why is it i am so rude?"
let me tell u i don't intend to be so...
i know it does hurt u...
all i know is the tears that i hold back
comes out in the form of harsh words...
might be its a way by which...
i try to stand unbroken in front of you
Or 
might be that's how..
i try and fool my own self
"why am i so disturbed , so unstable?"
i wished i could stay as stable 
unshaken like a mountain...
but aren't the mountains moving to unknown 
heights every second inch by inch..?
might be i have never known 
what stability means
Or
might be every stable pole i leaned on
fell off compelling me to go in search for more.....