Sunday, May 12, 2013

And so I wrote.....


Well you asked me to write didn't you ??? 
And here I am all set to write 

With every word that's been falling apart
words that never wished to stay back 
words which disappeared the moment i opened my eyes
but still i found few of them clinging on to me 
waiting eagerly to be written 

So i thought i should write about truth 
I wrote a million lines only to realize 
i had always lived with million lies 

Yet i didn't give up , this time 
i thought i should write about happiness
i wrote extensively about moments i smiled only to realize
i had always smiled without happiness

No , i didn't give up yet, this time 
I thought i would write about my childhood days
i was very sure i would go short of pages but 
i didn't, i realized it passed on with me hiding 
In the shadow of fear, silence and 
stories i never wished to narrate

Stay, i didn't give up yet, this time 
i thought i would write about friends
i wrote about days , months and years 
Giggles, laughter and petty fights only to realize 
i am all alone and am yet to find a friend 

So finally , this time 
i thought i should write about I , me and myself 
i could write not more than a single word and 
i realized i had never known me enough 
to write about myself....... 

Well do u still want me to write ??